It's time to open a new chapter because the old is devoid of original ideas. It's a mix of feelings in which I feel I should press on and try to resolve those conflicts but also I feel like I'm just consistently picking a scab that will never heal. Of course this scab will leave a scar, and of course I've learned my lesson for the next 3 years when time will most likely present me with a similar situation and I'll think "no no no, this one must be different, I've learned how to make it different" and yet it will go differently, this I am sure of. However, it will end much the same like the past two have ended and I will be writing much again as I have been writing here. So time for my traditional letter of closure to a friend so that I can begin on a new chapter of happiness and progress and vertical movement.
Dear friend of the past,
I would like to inform you that our time together has very much ended. As dear as you were to me, we no longer can go on with this constant war that has begun. I'm not entirely sure what happened, maybe the distance hardened us, maybe you were afraid, maybe I was too overbearing in my ideas but regardless the friendship we once shared is tarnished. I'm not sure it can ever be fixed but I am sure that I'm tired of trying. I don't bode well with one-sided relationships(in the most broad sense of the word) especially since I know they fail. So I am not throwing in the towel but I am done trying to understand because clearly I won't ever if we never communicate and you are never honest. So here is to the past is past and welcome to the future, hope it's as bright for you as I am making mine for me.
-Sincerely,
you're strong and progressive expatriot
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